Contest~Depression Ramble Ahead~
My contest has come to a close and I have been absolutely blown away by the quality of the entries
I hope to come to a decision on the winners soon, but I won't lie, this is going to be really, really tough I can already tell; the quality, effort and creativity that have gone into these is so evident
I hate that I'm not well. I hate that I'll have freak outs or crashing lows over something as minor as making a decision or being asked my opinion. I hate that I feel like I'm embarrassing everyone or that I'm being a hindrance and that I have to keep justifying myself and my actions (*coughnotwhatthisisatallcough*
). If you think it's exhausting to listen to a depressive asking if they've done something wrong or obsessing over whether you hate them or not - imagine actively always thinking it and needing reassurance but hating annoying people by asking, cyclecyclecycle.
I genuinely, sincerely, 100% wish I could just "get over it" and "think positive" but since that's the equivalent of telling someone with a broken arm to just grow another arm it's not looking likely and trying to force yourself to do regular things with an injury often impedes your recovery. However, like a broken arm will eventually heal (if a little wonkily), this will too, and I'm finally starting to believe that; so I thank you everyone who's been understanding and patient, everyone who's sent me messages and made me feel like you just honestly want th'best for me
What show can you rewatch over and over?
Do you do any sort of craft hobby - knitting, furniture upcycling, etc...