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Where do we go from here?
My heart feels very sick lately.
I had an enormous fit of anger last night, that's 2 months running now, I had thought I left those behind in my teenagerdom, but it appears not.

I woke up without the anger, but with my insides feeling squirmy and uncomfortable, a mixture of heavy and light, like they do when the "black dog" gets me. It's a little more energetic than the serious lows, but it's a panicked, "need to get out, need to get out, need to get out" sort of low.

I'm probably not making any sense, and it IS probably just the come down after having a great weekend. I just feel that I should be re-evaluating some things, 'cause I'm not particularly happy with where I am/where I'm going. I'm near certain I don't want a job in art, but I don't know what else to do.

I need to learn how to drive.











Blur
Roight, moving on, I have been in London since Thursday until Sunday, hence the bit of silence on my end after the pikachu contest (thanks again to everyone who participated!)

Was a really great trip, I've never been to London before, and I instantly liked it somehow. RIDICULOUSLY warm over there, especially when you're in the underground, the sweat feckin' drips off your forehead the second you get there. It's also weird to hear southern English accents everywhere when my family are northern English, I'm just so used to hearing the latter, and it kept catching me by surprise

Went over there to see one of my favourite bands, who I am SO lucky to have gotten to see, especially with all of the band members since they've been without Graham for such a long time.

I went t'see Blur :3
Who were supported by Deerhoof, Florence and the Machine, Amadou & Mariam and Vampire Weekend. Pretty much fell in love with Florence and the Machine, so that was a wonderful discovery!

Fantastic. Blur were fantastic, and they played both of my favourite songs! ("Coffee and TV" AND "For Tomorrow", which they played as the second last song of their SECOND encore). Reading up on it later, there was a lot of bitching about the crowd that went, and I see where they're coming from (getting whacked in the head with bottles and mashed against people isn't particularly pleasant) but oddly it didn't take away from my experience (as it has so many times before) and I really enjoyed it :3



Art
I seem to have fallen behind on the auld reference sheets, though I HAVE been away!

However, I have uploaded a few things to (including a painting) so there has been some work going on :3
I do hope I can get back to the reference sheets soon, and even more I hope that I can work on a few things at once. I really do love making work for my RamHorns account, even if it isn't as popular as what I make here.



Ginger
I really like gingers. That is all.



Questions
What is your favourite hair colour? (can be an artificial colour too)
Do you know for certain where you want to be in 1, 5 or 10 years?
Do you have any songs that you like, but you don't know why you like them/think you shouldn't like them?