I've questioned my gender wondering how life would have been if I was the opposite sex. questions like "would it have affected my orientation?" "would life have been more difficult as a female?" and "would I have been a different person than who I am today?" came up. I've concluded that I am a male, I feel like a male, and I enjoy being a male. but as a male, I look like a girl... which I'm fine with.
I believe the ability to question exists for an important reason so its important that we question everything we possibly can for the sake of pursuing knowledge, and more importantly truth.
I have a "muliple" personality.. thing. My sex is female, and I'm mostly ok with that, though sometimes I wish I had less curves so I could dress ambiguously. Some of my alters are either male or androgynous though, and I have no problem with gender spectrum or 'genderfucking'.
I've always had mixed feelings about being a female. There are some times I feel content being a female, and others where I feel I should be male. I have come to the conclusion **BASED ON MY BELIEF SYSTEM** that I have been both male and female in past lives and have residual feelings of either gender in whatever lifetime I am living.
Sta.sh
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